April 29, 2011

Astral Projection - Signs of Progress

Woke 5am - dozed off - woke again around 6am - too alert and too much energy - by 6:45am closed eyes drift off.

Suddenly in moving vehicle looking outside - looks local. Don't remember getting on bus. No body awareness - consciousness near or housed on bus looking out.

Things get very clear and the more awake I'm there the more scene dims out. Scene blacks out and I'm back in bed.

Slip in again - flung upwards in the sky. Near a tall dense building - at the top on forehead of building there is the word 'Just' - may be incomplete. Dim again and slip back in once more.

Now I am in water somewhere near a creek. Water flowing, pulsing and waving. Wonder if I think of seeing something would it appear - try it out but nothing. Back in bed.

This is a good start.

April 28, 2011

Astral Intentions Dream Alarm

I have put the intention through and trying to sleep earlier - did so the other day but yesterday retired late.

So far past two days sleep has been interrupted and I know it has to do with latest intention to AP - sort of like an internal alarm set up.

The other day woke up from a dream where I was near several rail tracks intertwined with a baby in my arms. I'm panicking because I could hear train in the distance and do not know which way to turn. Woke up but could not relax. Need to relax more - I feel my energy level has been too high which actually is a good thing especially helping out with several projects. I did slip into sleep dreamed lightly but woke up feeling aroused.

This morning dreamt about seeing my ex's uncle who was behaving unlike himself - cheerful, singing and playing with a baby in his arms. I am startled by the transformation in him and told him how he has changed. Go downstairs and through one open door seated around a table I spot my ex and quickly walk away before he sees me. An unfamiliar woman and girl walk up to me telling me about a note they've found - on the note 'I love you' is written 17 times (number possibly significant?). They tell me to open the folded part and inside I see my name written. I get very aware at this point but wake up too much until I'm back in bed. It was 5ish am - the perfect time to project. In the dark I could see the energy waving or pulsing. Needed to stay awake for at least 30 minutes but couldn't eyes just slipped close - open eyes and it's 6:15am - incredibly sexual arousal. Could not relax after this.

In order to project I need to sleep extra early, but I have been so busy lately that somehow I end up going to bed after midnight.

Hopefully by Saturday I'm sleeping earlier - my aim is to wake up by 4am maybe doing some physical activity if I am too awake by this time and then relaxing by 5am. Need to really get started on the handstands - there is some significance to this. Need to give more time to the kriyas as well as learning to let go to the movements.

April 26, 2011

Astral Projection

After a few journeying with Salvia, I'm understanding a little clearer what astral projecting is just not sure how to explain it or whether I've really understood it. So exploring with AP - need to sleep earlier - wake up earlier and project.

April 18, 2011

Killer Game and The Birds

Killer Game - Vivid dream
At first I heard this loud sound of someone breaking in, a man and loud footsteps but found myself in another place. I became aware of a man and woman at an unpopulated department store and they have no idea how they got there. Veiwing from a distance the store was like a maze. They both had guns with them and appeared frightened. Their keeping an eye out - whilst aware of this I think the woman should look out at one end and the man at another end so they are covering for each other. Somehow I feel the person they are frightened of will come out of the least expected place.

I hear a bang but don't know who got shot as my consciousness is moving out, now peering at a screen in a room full of others. They are watching the people with the guns and the other person a kind of professional hit man was trained by them (the observers) - they are in computer game animation and instead of looking human they now have the appearance of alien creatures. The entire scene is uploaded on the internet so that other people can watch only the game is live with actual people whose lives are at stake. The person they are hiding from is a trained professional and at one time he was like the other frightened people but he lived because he killed another professional - this time I think he got hit and the story will continue. Told a sister about this dream who informed me there's a movie with this storyline with some differences.

Awakened and whoa -sexual arousal. Opened eyes and there were glimmers or impressions of them - the others. This impression of them is very strong when waking up from sleep, only when I'm fully awake visuals of them are diminished. Fell asleep by relaxing.

The Birds - Very real False Awakening type of Dream
I'm in bed, thinking I have woken up. I feel the bed is higher up - hear flapping wings. Look towards window, top part wide open. Big hen or rooster like bird flying through window and landing on floor. I am alarmed but stay calm. It flies back out only needs to squeeze through window. Then lots of other birds flying in, particularly robins and these small type birds. In the garden there has been a lot of robins so I'm thinking maybe that had stimulated this dream.

Read about the robin totem and it's main message is about new growth - and that relates very clearly with the new growth I'm currently going through and there's another part of the message. Here's the full message of robin totem:

A Robin totem will stimulate new growth in all areas of your life.
Believe in yourself as you move forward.
Obstacles will fall by the wayside if you do and confrontations will be for show only.
This totem gives you the ability to will new growth into your life.
Meditate on Robin and the correct path will be revealed to you."

~ linsdomain

As far as the obstacles falling by the wayside goes - well no, not really - in fact they are blowing up directly in my face. I am at a stage in my life where I feel like the entire world is somehow against me.

Haven't been paying much attention to dreams lately but I know there are many dreams just too occupied to record dreams, even the one's that seem significant - already doing so much writing.

April 13, 2011

Lots of Updates

I have been writing down a lot of my experiences in a notebook as it's easier than waiting till later and relaying everything here - the time lapse between experience and relaying is very important and yet even later upon recall I realize a few essentials get missed out.

The previous experiences that I have not written about took place between 5th March and 13th April. I'll be posting a few at a time in the next few days - there's over 10 new posts.